this morning..

huaa.. after studying the damn stuff for final exam, i played game, PES6 till subuh :(
so much i spend the time.. yaah, it just fulfilled my longing fave hehe.. it is about time to enjoy my cappuchino and bis**at cake :D .. they are my first activity this morning.. keep up the good work guys..

do you have skill??

of course i do. But those skills are so poor. i ve been improving them. Either softkill or hardskill. I need to learn much. These following are my target skill:
1. english
2. java, hibernate, spring (it is coumputer stuff)
3. networking (client server, peer to peer, protocol, etc)
4. enterpreneur's mind

Yup, you can say all those are hardskill. First, english. I think, mmm maybe i am totally sure that many source knowledges written by english. and if you wanna fly high (hold the world), you have to master it. Second, those stuffs. I dont have any doubt that i have to know and master them. Yeah, it is because i am computer science, and i will be grappled to that world. Next,networking. I think it is the basic knowledge that we as computer science's student have to know. Many applications include networking in the its working principle. Finally, enterpreneur's mind. I have a dream that someday, i will build company by my own hands. For that purpose, enterpreneur's mind has to be in my mind..

The big step..

If you have already choose that you wanna be more mature, then it is about time YOU MUST LEAVE YOUR COMFORT ZONE. It doesn't mean you may not come into that area at all, but you must be able to see the time when you wanna come into it. There is a scala priority. That's the point. Everybody knows that life must be balance, work and relax. And the difference between children and adult is how long his time be spent. Adult people spend much their time in work zone (it should be like that, in fact there are some of them not be like that), while children spend much their time in relax zone. So, when you make a decision to be more mature, you have to prepare yourself to suffer in the transition phase (work, work, work). Trust me, you have a right to success in the end. Everybody has the same right. But again, it depends on you boy..

Ganbatte kudasai..

Maturity..

Maturity needs a process. Yup, i know that. Many factors can influence someone's maturity. The biggest factor that maybe can influence it, i think is environment. No doubt that the environment where anyone grows up can change his mind. You can pay an attention someone's mind and just try to see his environment background. and you will see how their environment's treatment. You maybe see the maturity by how he speaks, how he communicates his idea, how he evaluates his surrounding, always talk about the future, how his attitude, etc. Yeah, those criterias are some of indicators how mature he is. Are there the indicators in myself??
i am still improving myself, including that one, maturity. Maybe i can make a first step by leaving useless thing (at least, minimalize it). What exactly is my useless thing?? Hmm, It is not an appropriate place to share bad thing. So, i just wanna promise in myself to change my attitude, my mind, etc little by little. And i know to get the maturity is hard thing, need strong 'istiqomah'..

I have made a decision

A little bit more i will go into job world. I was supposed to be there one year ago. Nevermind, i live for today, yesterday was past time, so i have to view the future (hehe i dont mean to make an excuse :P)
But.. before i go into there, it seems i am interested in developing my skill first. ENGLISH. Yup, i will master that stuff first. In my mind, if i go straight to work after graduating, i will not get much time to learn english (maybe just saturday and sunday). Many reasons i insist myself to master it. To get better english i have to choose a better place. KEDIRI. Yeah, i will go there after graduating for 3 months.
If there is no any obstacle, march i will be there.
So, i will really hunt a job in june. That's the plan. Wish me luck. Bismillah..